Long time no post, been busy with everything and anything. Exams are coming and I have NOT started my revision. Hmmm, so much for my GPA 4.0 dream. Goodbye NUS, NTU and SMU.
Been trying to look on the bright side of life, hope it will succeed.
Will be blogging more often soon.
Friday, July 25
Saturday, July 5
its all over
I have come to the end, i have nth now, all the effort i put in have gone down the drain, i think i m going off. thanks for the good times
Saturday, June 14
Its hard to accept
After so long, finally after today, i came to realise that hard work does not pay off at all. All the shit i have been through, no use. It all comes down to talent and experience, never was i given a chance. Just when i thought that its time for me to shine, but sadly its the backyard for me once again.
I feel like giving all up, but i know i just can't. My mind says go, but my heart says no. All i need is a miracle, yes i know, only a miracle can save me. Maybe one day i will see the truth in it, its hard to believe that it would happen soon. Maybe until next year, i still could not see it. Please save me from this unbearable pain, it hurts me so bad, i should have just given up long ago, to prevent myself from any further embarrassment. I am getting weaker and weaker each day, my energy and passion gets drained as the sun sets again and again.
Its coming soon, yes i know. But how i wish it would never come, so as to give myself more time to hide in the dark. Sometimes it just doesn't suits you. Others does not know how you feel, its hard trying to put on a smile everyday, just to put on a fake front but all the time its bugging you. Great power comes with great responsibility, i am afraid i have failed to do so. Now i am in such a difficult position, caught in the middle. Its coming, a soul-less me is going to emerge. Victorious and glory is what everyone wants, so do i. But this time i know, i can never be, its getting late, too late to start, maybe i shouldn't have started it at all. I want to scream it all out, but i am afraid it might take me hours, even after doing so, it would still remain in my heart.
Its just my greatest desire, what i really want, never did i want it so badly, but it seems like it just keep drifting away. Further and further, its getting out of sight now, a glimpse of hope, not even there. Some times life just suck so bad that you would find it unbearable. Now its all too late to do anything, all i could do is look and watch it pass by me, never once did i manage to say 'hello', not even a chance for 'goodbye'. How could i get this right, tears are my best friend every time i think about it. I should not even have started this, nothing could describe what i m feeling now, its just emptiness. Only in my dreams, i would be able to get it.
Good night, hello to my tears. Thanks for being there with me.
I feel like giving all up, but i know i just can't. My mind says go, but my heart says no. All i need is a miracle, yes i know, only a miracle can save me. Maybe one day i will see the truth in it, its hard to believe that it would happen soon. Maybe until next year, i still could not see it. Please save me from this unbearable pain, it hurts me so bad, i should have just given up long ago, to prevent myself from any further embarrassment. I am getting weaker and weaker each day, my energy and passion gets drained as the sun sets again and again.
Its coming soon, yes i know. But how i wish it would never come, so as to give myself more time to hide in the dark. Sometimes it just doesn't suits you. Others does not know how you feel, its hard trying to put on a smile everyday, just to put on a fake front but all the time its bugging you. Great power comes with great responsibility, i am afraid i have failed to do so. Now i am in such a difficult position, caught in the middle. Its coming, a soul-less me is going to emerge. Victorious and glory is what everyone wants, so do i. But this time i know, i can never be, its getting late, too late to start, maybe i shouldn't have started it at all. I want to scream it all out, but i am afraid it might take me hours, even after doing so, it would still remain in my heart.
Its just my greatest desire, what i really want, never did i want it so badly, but it seems like it just keep drifting away. Further and further, its getting out of sight now, a glimpse of hope, not even there. Some times life just suck so bad that you would find it unbearable. Now its all too late to do anything, all i could do is look and watch it pass by me, never once did i manage to say 'hello', not even a chance for 'goodbye'. How could i get this right, tears are my best friend every time i think about it. I should not even have started this, nothing could describe what i m feeling now, its just emptiness. Only in my dreams, i would be able to get it.
Good night, hello to my tears. Thanks for being there with me.
Saturday, April 12
Sad
Haizz, feeling really down at this very moment. Want to ask my JC friends to go out and catch a movie but all say dont want cause they not interested in the movie. Cant u people just accompany me and watch it? I seriously give up on you all, have fun next time.
Dont know why, now when i look back at my life. I feel that I had accomplish nothing at all, hockey play 1 year still cannot make it, study also until like shit, not much friends now, whole day gaming.
Maybe by tommorow all these thoughts will be gone, after a good night's rest. See ya!
Dont know why, now when i look back at my life. I feel that I had accomplish nothing at all, hockey play 1 year still cannot make it, study also until like shit, not much friends now, whole day gaming.
Maybe by tommorow all these thoughts will be gone, after a good night's rest. See ya!
Sunday, April 6
PISSED
Until now i still dont know why arsenal always need to concede first then will buck up their play. Some what arsenal is similar to me, always when exam results come back (which will be bad) then study hard. Oh, i m worst than arsenal, at least they play hard, i dont even study hard. Well, maybe thats just me la. Ok, i promise i will change.
FROM NOW ON I WILL BE HARDWORKING AND PAY FULLEST ATTENTION DURING LECTURES AND TUTORIALS!!!!
Seriously, i m still disappointed with arsenal's performance. Draw draw draw, i bet every arsenal fan would feel its time for arsene wenger to get new players and stop depending on those youngsters.
Players like eboue, diaby and hoyte. They totally cannot perform at all, its time to sell them all away or drop them to reserves.
Really drank alot today, thanks arh martin, ask me chiong chiong chiong. I think i need to sleep now, tmr 8am need to wake up for hockey meeting. Bye
FROM NOW ON I WILL BE HARDWORKING AND PAY FULLEST ATTENTION DURING LECTURES AND TUTORIALS!!!!
Seriously, i m still disappointed with arsenal's performance. Draw draw draw, i bet every arsenal fan would feel its time for arsene wenger to get new players and stop depending on those youngsters.
Players like eboue, diaby and hoyte. They totally cannot perform at all, its time to sell them all away or drop them to reserves.
Really drank alot today, thanks arh martin, ask me chiong chiong chiong. I think i need to sleep now, tmr 8am need to wake up for hockey meeting. Bye
Friday, April 4
Arsenal vs Liverpool report
Utterly disappointed by Arsenal's performance, wheres that beautiful football u guys used to play?
Liverpool got lucky, here are the reasons why. (All drawn by me, nice right)
1. Penalty not given, Kuyt brought down hleb by tugging his left arm and horrendously the referee was blind and thus did not give a penalty.
2. Bendther wore a liverpool shirt that day, fabregas shot and he blocked off the shot right at the goal line. After that he tried to back heel it in but its was totally atrocious.
3. Wenger fielded eboue, which was totally crap on the right midfield. He could not dribble pass anyone, could not cross and could only dive.
Thats all for my Full Time report, see you this saturday.
Liverpool got lucky, here are the reasons why. (All drawn by me, nice right)
1. Penalty not given, Kuyt brought down hleb by tugging his left arm and horrendously the referee was blind and thus did not give a penalty.
2. Bendther wore a liverpool shirt that day, fabregas shot and he blocked off the shot right at the goal line. After that he tried to back heel it in but its was totally atrocious.
3. Wenger fielded eboue, which was totally crap on the right midfield. He could not dribble pass anyone, could not cross and could only dive.
Thats all for my Full Time report, see you this saturday.
Thursday, April 3
Interesting
Arsenal vs Liverpool!!! Been looking forward to this game, its time for arsenal to redeem themselves and let all the arsenal fans rejoice ( me especially).
GO ARSENAL, DO US PROUD!
Organic molecules found on an alien world, watch this video.
Tuesday, April 1
A pat on the shoulder
A student of Temasek Junior College, said that the school's discipline master reprimanded and demanded a letter of apology from two students after the female student gave another male student a friendly pat on the shoulder during a skit.
He said the two students were performing a skit to promote a concert by the music co-curricular activity or better known as the personal development programme (PDP), which they belong to, during Wednesday morning assembly.
The female student gave her male friend a short tap on the shoulder as a greeting gesture during the act, but the discipline master said the brief contact caused quite a stir and there was 'murmuring among other students',
How bad can a pat on a shoulder be? Some times people seriously did not even think before they act, how retarded can a DM get. Pat on a back = indecent?
This is seriously ridiculous, if its me i would surely question the DM and also question him about his standard of stupidity. Is he simply stupid, or he just wants to abuse his authority? Well maybe both.
He said the two students were performing a skit to promote a concert by the music co-curricular activity or better known as the personal development programme (PDP), which they belong to, during Wednesday morning assembly.
The female student gave her male friend a short tap on the shoulder as a greeting gesture during the act, but the discipline master said the brief contact caused quite a stir and there was 'murmuring among other students',
How bad can a pat on a shoulder be? Some times people seriously did not even think before they act, how retarded can a DM get. Pat on a back = indecent?
This is seriously ridiculous, if its me i would surely question the DM and also question him about his standard of stupidity. Is he simply stupid, or he just wants to abuse his authority? Well maybe both.
Sunday, March 30
Damn happy!!!!
Saw yang zhong wei today, really damn happy la! Can see my fav idol from the tv show. I bought his album and let him autographed!
He is really damn good at singing la, dunno why most of my frens dont like his songs, i guess some people do not noe how to appreciate good stuff =D
Ok i will upload some of his songs up to this blog, bahhh very tired, bye!
He is really damn good at singing la, dunno why most of my frens dont like his songs, i guess some people do not noe how to appreciate good stuff =D
Ok i will upload some of his songs up to this blog, bahhh very tired, bye!
Friday, March 28
I HATE GOOGLE ADSENSE
Google u totally can close down tat service, keep closing ppl's acc when its near 100 dollars for NO reason. They claimed that it was invalid clicks, i just had this feeling that they would cheat my money, idiot google.
Ok now i m supporting nuffnang, heard alot about it, maybe this time my money will come.
Bahhhhh, there goes my money for shoes and clothes. Pissed
I also had a new hair cut, omg totally like ah beng hair! I placed it at my profile there le!
Ok now i m supporting nuffnang, heard alot about it, maybe this time my money will come.
Bahhhhh, there goes my money for shoes and clothes. Pissed
I also had a new hair cut, omg totally like ah beng hair! I placed it at my profile there le!
Wednesday, March 26
Amazing street artist
Omg, my fren send me an url and i was TOTALLY amazed by this person called Julian Beever. What he does is basically just by drawing on the streets. Yes, not on a piece of paper but on the streets.
Here are some of the pics tat i really liked.
Ok, i really dunno how to enlarge it. Please click on the picture to view it bigger.
http://klisa.livejournal.com/8296.html
Theres the link, if u are interested go take a look. U will be surprised with every 'piece' of his paintings
Here are some of the pics tat i really liked.
Ok, i really dunno how to enlarge it. Please click on the picture to view it bigger.
http://klisa.livejournal.com/8296.html
Theres the link, if u are interested go take a look. U will be surprised with every 'piece' of his paintings
Sunday, March 23
Sun burns
Bahh, i am having sun burns all over my body.
Really painful, nth much to blog about. Until next time.
Really painful, nth much to blog about. Until next time.
Friday, March 21
Preparing to set off
Its 8.10am right now and I am preparing to go to SENTOSA! Finally a day where theres no rain.
One of my fren is still sleeping, i think might just end up with only 2 person.
Bye!
One of my fren is still sleeping, i think might just end up with only 2 person.
Bye!
Tuesday, March 18
K BOX!!
LOL, today at Kbox was SO SO SO SO SO much fun!
Cant believe we actually had so much fun. Ok la, maybe only me. Was screaming and shouting almost 80% of the time, until now gt a sore throat.
Heres another video =D
Watch it and u will know how sometimes people are directly opposite =D
Cant believe we actually had so much fun. Ok la, maybe only me. Was screaming and shouting almost 80% of the time, until now gt a sore throat.
Heres another video =D
Watch it and u will know how sometimes people are directly opposite =D
Monday, March 17
Saturday, March 15
Not too bad, not too good =/
Ok, heres my last shot at getting a spot in Uni. For the rest of my sem i would need a gpa of 4.0, yes its only a 4.0.
bcomm D+
cip B
bstats C
cats C
infa B
econs C
Rather screwed up results, been expecting ALOT more.
Come to think of it, i did say i wanna earn 1 million dollars by the age of 27, hmm now i m already coming to 19. Better start saving now.
If u guys out there would wan to help me to make my dream come true, pls donate to the ying tong million dollar project, u can leave yr contacts at the tagboard.
bcomm D+
cip B
bstats C
cats C
infa B
econs C
Rather screwed up results, been expecting ALOT more.
Come to think of it, i did say i wanna earn 1 million dollars by the age of 27, hmm now i m already coming to 19. Better start saving now.
If u guys out there would wan to help me to make my dream come true, pls donate to the ying tong million dollar project, u can leave yr contacts at the tagboard.
Thursday, March 13
Random
Ah ha, 2nd post for this blog. Yesterday got hockey training which was rather tiring.
Looking back, its already been 1 yr that I am in this CCA. Theres alot of great friends that I have made here and great times that I had, really made the right choice in joining this CCA.
Ok, I have updated my selling list. Right now I am only selling brand new wii controller directly from shop at $89. If interested, sms me at 96754728. Thanks! Thats all for today~
Looking back, its already been 1 yr that I am in this CCA. Theres alot of great friends that I have made here and great times that I had, really made the right choice in joining this CCA.
Ok, I have updated my selling list. Right now I am only selling brand new wii controller directly from shop at $89. If interested, sms me at 96754728. Thanks! Thats all for today~
Tuesday, March 11
The BEST movie!!
Oh great, just created my blog. LOL. Just gotten back my GE acc, well gratz to SupperClub™ for having 12 colonies.
I also started playing cabalSEA, rather nice though, can give it a try. Have been gaming real hardcore these few days and been lazy to look for a job. Think i will concentrate on my gaming and hockey for the time being =X
Anyway, I went to catch this movie '2 faces of my girlfriend'. I would definitely rate it as the best movie of this year, its a comedy / romance.
There, i have posted the first part of the movie here, the rest u all can watch it on youtube.But its recommended that u all go catch it at the cinemas =D
thats all for today! byebye
I also started playing cabalSEA, rather nice though, can give it a try. Have been gaming real hardcore these few days and been lazy to look for a job. Think i will concentrate on my gaming and hockey for the time being =X
Anyway, I went to catch this movie '2 faces of my girlfriend'. I would definitely rate it as the best movie of this year, its a comedy / romance.
There, i have posted the first part of the movie here, the rest u all can watch it on youtube.But its recommended that u all go catch it at the cinemas =D
thats all for today! byebye
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